Aku

Assalamu'alaikum.

dh lamer sgt3 x menaep.

raser janggal plk.

hOhO . . .

skunk ak dh masuk tahun akhir.

starting this sem mmg ak akan betul2 bZ giler.

tp, yg plg ak c-dih n susah aty . . .

adalah bl c dia lgsung x nak sambut call dr ak.

apatah lg nak reply msg2 ak.

ak kerap kali raser cam nak nanges puas2. . . (T_T)

sampai aty dier wat ak cam nie.

tp, ak x taw naper air mater ak x nak menitik jgk.

maybe sbb aty ak keras sgt

ataupOwn sbb aty ak terlalu saket diperlakukan cm nie.

ataupOwn maybe sbb ak maseh SAYANG/CINTA kan dier.

yer . . .

mmg ak SAYANG/CINTA kan dier sgt3.

bOdOh kan ak?

dier wat dOnnO jer kat ak,

tp, ak still msg dier berkali2 dlm sehari

maseh lg call dier thOusand time dlm sehari

but NO REPLY AT ALL.

kt fb and tagged pOwn samer gak.

aty ak saket sgt . . .

TERAMAT2 SAKIT+PEDIH+TERLUKA+KOYAK RABAK.

ak x der tmpt nak luah seme nie

maybe that's why tetiber jer ak hupdate blOg nie ary nie.

sekian,

_jiwa yg celaru, aty yg teramat2 saket_

Diddy Hirdy?

dh lamer x bukak, apatah lg update bLog nie.

tp, jap td terbukak plk.

(hehe)

tetiber tgOk2 ad fOllower bru pakai namer Diddy Hirdy.

apekah . . . ?

I HATE EXAMS!!!

ak bru jer pas jwb my 3rd paper tuk sem nie.

n guest what?

#@#$%^&(()(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nk mencarut ak jwb sOklan2 td.

blajar kemaen byk tuk satu sem nie.

kuar just 7 sOklan jer.

n kener jwb ketujuh2 sOklan tu.

every sOklan carries 10 marks.

naper x wat sampai seratus sOklan 

yg merangkumi seme bnder yg dh diajar

n then,

just let us chOose which questiOns we want 2 answer.

kn senang law cm 2.

x yah nk bacer seme bnder.

x yah susah2 nk spOt2 sOklan.

~huhu~

i need my cOuple.

awak, cepat lar blk semenanjung.

i need u.

p/s: n i need ice-cream tOo.

ermmm~

< Assalamu'alaikum >

baek plk kn ak ary nie bg salam dulu.

ak bru pas mandi jap td.

pas nie nk cOntinue study plk

cOz pepagi besOk ak ad paper lg.

yup, Final exam dh ak skunk.

n tOmollow i'll be taking my 3rd paper tuk sem 5 nie.

well,

ak sebenar nyer baru blk dr bilik dak juniOr yg rapat ngan ak b4 ak mandi td.

blk ngan aty sedih+terkilan+marah.

ak x marah kt dak tu.

tp, ak teraser ngan rOomate dier.

rOomate dier blh lak p tutup seme lampu yg ad lam blk 2 tyme ak bru jer nk study.

(padan muker kau Sham, saper suh study last2 minit)

ak taw lar tu blk dier n ak just nOmpang study jer kt c 2.

(well, x jugak, ak slalu gak nOmpang t-dOw kt c 2)

ak slalu p blk tu sbb . . .

sbb ak duk secare haram kt hOstel nie. 

~huhu~

dh pihak pengurusan asrama nie x nk bg ak blk.

ak bantai jer lar duk haram.
(errr . . . tetiber raser berdOser plk)

awal2 sem dulu ak ad lar nOmpang kt 1 blk nie yg maner mmg ad katil kOsOng.

then, bln lepas or bln sebelOm nyer

(cOrry, x hengat plk)

ad owg plk masuk blk tu.

secare otomatik nyer, i was kicked out.

(sO sad n sO serabut at that tyme)

pastu, ak t-dOw lar kt atas sofa at ruang tamu umah nie.

opsss~

luper nk gtaw. hOstel yg ak duk nie hOstel yg jenis umah apartment.

1 umah ad 4 atau 5 bilik.

n 1 blk ad 2 katil.

Thus, each hOuse will cOnsist of eight (8) or ten (10) persons.
(omputeh plk ak. kOwg pOwn mesti smpai biru mater2 bacer kn? muahahaha~)

well, ak ad lar gak t-dOw at blk classmates ak sekali-sekala.

nk2 blk pOje sbb ak duk 1 umah ngan dier.

dulu ad gak pOje gtaw ak yg dak2 umah nie ad merungut x suker ak t-dOw at ruang tamu umah diOwg nie.

(mentang2 lar diOwg bayar sewa kn)

sentap!

sO, ak t-dOw lar lam blk pOje 2,3 mlm.

kebetulan pOje pOwn ad carikan tilam extra.

(yg ak tgh baring skunk nie)

tp, x lamer pastu ak t-dOw kt sOfa blk.

~hehe~

lgpOwn, pOje ckp dak2 nie merungut sal plug yg ak guner tyme ak t-dOw tu.

dua2 plk at ruang tamu 2 ak guner.

sO, diOwg susah lar nk seterika baju at c 2 pagi2.]

then, bl ak dh makin rapat ngan dak juniOr yg sOwg nie,

ak slalu lar p lepak at blk dier.

t-dOw pOwn at saner kdg2.

(raser cm dh gtaw dh td kn?)

hOwever,

(mOtip ak letak wOrd nie?)

incident td ak mmg raser x bleh bla~

naper dak 2 x ckp ngan ak jer yg dier nk 2tup lampu sbb dh nk t-dOw?

kn senang.

mentang2 lar muker ak nie cam x mesra n nmpk garang.

*garang ker?

senang2 jer dier wat camtu.

tp, ak wat x taw jer n wat2 on9.

(fb x leh bukak plk tyme tu. syiOt!)

ak bukak 1 blog nie n bacer jer entry at bLog tu

n bukak yOutube gak.

then, agak2 cam dh lamer bergelap lam bilik 2 

ak blah pas dh ambek seme brg ak.

ak prasan yg Helmie

(dak juniOr yg rapat ngan ak 2)

ad at ruang tamu umah 2.

dier pggil2 ak.

tp, ak wat2 x dgr.

lgpOwn,

ak sumbat earphOne at telinger ak tyme 2.

(padahal, ak x dgr paper pOwn)

ok. penat nk menaep.

~papai~

kAwAn bArU yAnG OhsEm!

oLLa!

seteLah lamer x menghupdate blOg,

akhir nyer, ak berjayer gak menaep entry nie.

maLas giLer kOwt ak nk menaep.

krjer plk menimbun.

tmbh2 FINAL EXAM next week.

sumber inspirasi ak Encik Koko pOwn dh lamer x menghupdate bLog beliau.

wat ak lg maLas.

well,

skunk nie blh kater ak bahagier.

bahagier sesgt.

betul lar ap yg ak slalu dgr

"setiap yg berlaku ad hikmah di sebalik nyer"

klise sgt kn statement?

~haha~

but, it's all true.

lps jer ak break ngan dak KL tu,

ak tercOuple plk ngan sOwg dak nie.

dak SABAH!

jaw giLer kn?

tp, x per.

dier study at semenanjung.

6t bln 1 dier blk lar c nie.

ak pOwn nk praktikal thn dpn.

kire agak dekat ngan tmpt dier study.

berdebar2 plk raser aty nie.

yer lar, x prnh jmper dier lg.

ok2.

ak wat entry nie bkn nk citer sal beLiau.

tp, nk citer sal kawan yg bru ak kenal.

dier baek.

ak suker kwn ngan dier.

kitOwg slalu chat at fb.

n nOw kitOwg frenz at tagged plk.

~hehe~

kawan yg baek mmg susah nk jumper kn?

but sOmehOw ak raser rapat plk ngan dier.

raser cam ak blh kOngsi byk bnder ngan dier.

mybe sbb kitOwg ad persamaan kOwt.

x lar byk pOwn persamaan tu.

tp, persamaan tu yg wat kitOwg jd rapat.

tp, kan . . .

saper kawan yg OHSEM sgt tu?

well,

dier . . .

ialah . . .

Fiz Mohd!!!

Fiz, thanks cOz sudi kwn ngan sham.

p/s: Fiz dh janji x kn marah at Sham kn? hehe.

A journey 2 L.O.V.E (PART 3)

akhir nyer, impian ak utk p salOn tercapai gak.
walaupOwn abeh smpai rm120
(kOpak ak!)
tp, ak raser berbalOi.
law blh ak nk tgkap pic byk2 pas kuar salOn 2.
tp, hfOn ak prOblem lak,
walaupOwn ad 2 tepOn,
1 hfOn btery cpt sgt kOng n mati2,
n 1 lg kamera x clear, kabur jer.
tp, tyme ak tgOk rmbut bru ak kt cermin tOilet kt lam JUSCO 2 kn.
wOw! laen sgt! terpacak rambutku.
raser encem semacam jer.
(ceh! perah santan!)


btw, tQ Kenneth n Hair Atelier!!!
laen kali i p lg.
(law ak ad dwet lar. ~haha~)


baLik pd criter asal.
ak kuar dr JUSCO tu n p tmpt tunggu bas.
nk taw x?
ak kan smpai tersengguk2 kt c 2.

mmg mengantuk giler baby lar!

nak naek bas tp x reti.
seme x tulis tmpt yg ak nk p.


at last, ak naek taxi.
(mahal syiOt! ~huhu~)
makin kOpak lar ak. . .


dlm kul 2 or 3 lebih cm 2 (27/10/2011)


ak smpai kt umah my cayunk.
ak bg salam n kuar sOwg wanita.
ak tanyer betul ker nie umah lam alamat nie?
(smbil bg buku yg ak tulis alamat tu)
dier ckp betul n tanyer nk jumper saper?
ak ckp nk jumper ngan **** ********
(namer cayunk ak)
then, dier tanyer lg ak nie saper?
ak ckp ak nie kwn dier n ak tanyer dier saper?

"nie mak dier."

n i was just like:

"hOmaigOd! mak dier lar~"

tp, ak cOver lg.

"owh, auntie ap khabar? engat x sy pernah call auntie dulu?"

ok, dipendekkan citer, auntie jemput ak masuk umah.
then, kitOwg berbual2 lar.
auntie byk tanyer sOklan n ak lar yg kener menjwb nyer.
(tp, kener cOver lar c-kit2)


owh, luper lak.
kt ner cayunk ak kan?
nie lar part yg paling best.
nk taw naper?


sebab . . .


sebab . . .


sebab . . .










BELIAU X DER KT UMAH PoWN!




!    !    !






hanyer auntie jer yg ad at umah.
beLiau n yg laen2 seme p berOnOk2 kt sepang ker at ner ntah.
ak kecewer!!!


but, at d same tyme ak leger gak sbb auntie smbut ak ngan baek.
x syak paper.

auntie baek sgt.

tersgt3 baek.

walaupOwn ak dtg mengejut n hanyer dier jer at umah,
tp dier layan ak cam ak nie sedare dier.




auntie bg ak makan.
then, bwk ak p hOtel n byr kan bilik hOtel 2 tuk ak.
sO, ad lar tmpt ak nk t-dOw.
mlm nyer, dier call ak tanyer dh mkn ker blOm?
then, dier belikan ak mknn n antar kat ak.


Auntie, u r sOooooo~ nice!


naper lar ex-husband auntie x reti nk hargai auntie kan?


~huhu~

sO, esOk nyer 27/10/2011

ak blk Tganu ngan aty yg hamper.
(n jugak ngan pOket yg separuh kOpak)


ak engat lg ap yg cayunk ak ckp tyme dier call ak
tyme ak at umah dier.

"naper datang umah? owang x pernah jumper r owang cm nie. p blk lar. lu, p balik lar, der"

byk kali dier suh ak balik.
last2 ak letak tepOn n bl auntie tanyer ak ckp:

"dier byk krjer lg nk wat kt saner. x per lar, auntie. law x leh jumper dier pOwn sy x kesah. slh sy sbb dtg x gtaw awal2"

 (sambil tersenyum pakser)
mmg lam aty ak tyme tuh hanyer tuhan jer yg taw betaper perit n pedih nyer ak.

malam 2 dier msg ak: "npew dtg umh ?"
e 2 lar msg terakhir antare kami sbb ak x prnh reply msg tu smpai skunk.
n ak mmg x der niat pOwn nk reply msg 2.


skunk nie ak dh x nk pK sal dier lg. dier x pernah tanyer khabar ak lps ak blk dr Kl ary 2.
n ak anggap yg antare kami dh x der paper lg.




~THE END~

~siapaLah aku Ini~

when ak bukak n bacer blOg2 owg laen,

suddenly, ak terpK.

"interesting lar kesah edOwp dier."

but, me?

ary2 wat bender yg aLmOst same.

bOsan!!!

n pOst criter2 yg ntah paper ntah.

tp, seme yg ak pOst actually happen, k.

x der t-pOo2.

cumer, mungkin ad yg reka c-kit2.

~haha~

paper pOwn, the main purpOse sham wat blOgspot nie just

TO SHARE MY FEELING YANG MAYBE BYK OWG X LEH FAHAM

(kadang2 diri sendiri pOwn x waper nk faham. hehe~)

but, x kesah lar.

yg penting AKU X KACOW OWG KAN?

p/s: ary nie ary ke-3 SPM. paper SEJARAH. cayunk wat lek lOk taw. =)

MUSIC & ME

muzik n diri ku mmg x leh nk dijaw kan.

apertah lg dipisah kn.

why?

cOz thrOugh music i can always express my feeling.

skunk nie ak suker sgt dgr lagu

I SURRENDER.

Celine Dion yg nyanyi lagu nie.

lirik lagu nie walaupOwn x byk,

tp c-kit2 tu ad gak kener-mengener ngan ak.

(nie bukan perasan ok)

lirik dier cam nie:

There's so much life I've left to live and this fire's burning still
When I watch you look at me, I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream and forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you


'Cause I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again
I reach to you, I know you can feel it too, we'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe, I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go, I surrender


I know I can't survive another night away from you
You're the reason I go on, now I need to live the truth
Right now there's no better time, from this fear I will break free
And I live again with love and no they can't take that away from me
And they will see, yeah


I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again
I reach to you, I know you can feel it too, we'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe, I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go, I surrender


Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, baby
I'll swallow my pride and I'll be alive
Did you hear my call? I surrender all


'Cause I'd surrender everything to feel the chance to live again
I reach to you, I know you can feel it too, we'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe, I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go, I surrender


Right here, right now I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me, my everything, I surrender all to you
Right now I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me, my everything, I surrender

puitis kan bait2 lagu nie.

nie video yg ak dpt dr youtube:

best kan. hebat persembahan auntie Celine nie. hehe~

ad ramai penyanyi yang nyanyi lagu nie lam shOw diOwang.

antare nyer:

~David Archuleta (tyme dier kecik2 dulu)

~Jessica Sanchez (America's Got Talent)

~Kelly ClarksOn (American Idol)

termasuk:

~Tom (My Starz LG 3)

~Datuk Siti Nurhaliza

~Siti Sarah

dan ramai lagi lar.

search jer kt Youtube

gerenti ad.

dan yg terbaru ak tgOk dak nie nyanyi lagu nie:

pOwer seyh vOkal dak nie.

tp, ak plg suker versi studio yg celine dion nyanyi.

lam album dier lar kn.

law yg lOkal singer,

ak suker versi Tom.

paper pOwn, lagu nie mmg best!

A journey 2 L.O.V.E (PART 2)

ak merayau2 jap kt stesen lrt Maluri 2.
then, jmper petunjuk 
(cam citer Blue's Clues plk)
ad sign board tulis:

Jusco

Bas

owh. jejantas rOper nyer.
ak ekOwt jejantas 2.
kt atas jejantas 2 ak nmpk JUSCO.
signbOard besar kt tepi jln 2.
tp, x bukak lg.
ak tgOk jam skunk bru kOl 7 lbh.
Jusco bukak kOl 10 pg.


ak melilau & merayau dr jejantas smpai kt Jusco,
meskipOwn ak taw x bukak lg.
kt hOtak ak:

'oooo~

 nie lar Jusco yg cayunk slalu mentiOn 2.

 cayunk slalu ckp dier p Jusco.

 nie lar dier. besar gak ea.'

then, ak p mkn kt warung yg x jaw dr Jusco 2.
NASI LEMAK AYAM, MILO AIS.
kOnyang eden.

pastu, ak merayau2 lg kt area c 2.
ak try call cayunk ak.
nk taw x?
ak pk cayunk x kn jwb sbb p sekOlah.
then, bru ak realize:

ary nie kan cu-t deepavali. sekOlah ape kebender nyer?

haha~
ak mmg kdg2 blh jd peluper tahap gaban.
tp, cm bese, as i expected 2 happen.
cayunk ak x jwb call.
raser nyer dh sebulan lebih kOwt dier x jwb call ak
n jugak x reply msg ak.


08:41 am
ak mengantOk giler baby.
nk tunggu Jusco bukak, nk jln2 tgOk2 Jusco yg nmpk cambest sgt 2.
ak decide 2 jln2 kt kwsn belakang Jusco 2.
nk cari salOn rambOt, nk buat rambOt lar kOnOn.
tp, byk kedai x bukak lg.
ak jumper 3 salOn rambOt tp, seme x bukak lg.
ak try call cayunk pakai public phOne.

'hello?'

--> ak diam.

'hello?'

--> ak diam lg.

'x nk ckp x per lar, bye.'

--> ak diam gak.
tuuuuuttttttt (talian terputus)


kalOw blh ak teringin sgt nk jerit kt dier:

'cayunk, b dh ad kt KL nie. cayunk x nk jumper  b ker?'

tp, ak tatut dier marah. yer lar. tetiber jer kan.
mesti dier terkejut.
walaupOwn mmg niat ak nk wat camtu.
tp, aty ak berbelah bagi.
kang 6t law ak terjah umah dier cm 2 jer,
ap yg ak nk ckp kt family dier law diOwg tanyer ak nie saper?
n mcm2 sOklan lg yg diOwg akan tanyer.
ak blurr. ak x taw nk wat per tyme 2.


~sambunk 6t lar. penat menaep. hehe~

welcOme tO the NEW FOLLOWER

Salam. oLLa!


x sangker. tetiber bertambah 2 owg follower lam bLog sham yg serba kekurangan nie (ayat drama tibi. haha~)
sO, mari kiter berkenal-kenalan ngan diOwang.


yg 1st namer zal_izal25
sham agak kOnfius.
naper?
sbb waktu 1st tyme nmpk namer nie kn
kt hOtak ku ini terlintas:

'eh, pOmpuan? x best nyer.'
(jahat kan ak? hehe~)


skunk nie biler sham Pk2 blk.
namer zal maybe faizal kOwt.
ah! lantak lar.
kesah plk ak ngan jantina fOllower yg sOwg nie kn.


then, yg kedua aku
ha, yg nie lg sham musykil.
laki ker pOmpuan.
but my ibu mengandung instinct (errr~)
mengater kn dier nie laki.
then again, aak (ader ak kesah).


owh. ad kOmen tuk entry ak yg lps.
pOsted by sama sama
he wrOte:


'hai sham. or nk pngggil fai?
 pape pon slmt berkenalan.
 nmpk tertarik je entri kali ni.
 so terus jd follower on ur blog.'


terfikir gak. nie zal_izal25 ker or aku ?


well, paper pOwn thanZ cOz sudi fOllow blOg sham.


segaler mcm bender yg sham pOst lam blog nie is

THE TRUE STORY OF MY LIFE.

sO, enjOy!